scared about events over weekends
so when I get drunk, which is normally only on weekends, but I've seen that means nothing, I usually drink to the point of saying dumb/weird things, dialing, fb messaging (n I've been blocked/defriended a few times), etc. I'm scared, almost to the point of paranoia, that I'm gonna get in trouble with school. But I know this weekend I remember everything, but because in the past I've literally blacked out, I get scared and am almost like waiting to get in trouble. Is this paranoia common among alcoholics?
I believe whether someone drinks on the weekends only, certain days, or everyday, if he consistently does bad/dumb things while drunk, he's an alc. No more lying to myself that bc I'm not a daily drinker like my dad (who is a hi-functioning doctor), I'm not an alc.