I don't live with my son, who is lost to drugs and a bad relationship. I'm raising his daughter and watching him die a day at a time. Tonights a really bad night for me because at the end of the week he will be homeless and that has always been my worse nightmare. Cant seem to stop the tears tonight. So angry, so depressed! I had hoped to talk to someone and don't know how to work this system. I can't talk to my husband, or my family as they are all done with him. I feel like the only person in the world that cares for him. And OMG I love him so much. His girlfreind left him with nothing to live for, or so he thinks. He has the most precious little girl but he can't see her though all of his pain and addiction. I have no words that he will listen to, no love that he can feel. I wish I knew how this worked so someone could talk to me. I just need to stop crying.