Jeni26, I'm no longer comfortably numb either. I'm probably more anxious than I was when I was using. For me it's one step forward and back to go most of the time, and I'm beginning to notice that the back to go has moved forward just a little bit in the positive direction every time. Every now and then I'm the windshield, but most of the time I'm the bug. I'm plagued with the expectation of instant satisfaction, but I'm working on it. Rootin for ya.
