If that crap had been available before I got in recovery I totally could have seen myself snorting it. My 2 biggest hang ups which kept me more or less in line were that I do not care for the taste of alcohol and that I was self conscious to the point of paranoia about smelling like alcohol or being seen drinking in public (I was the kind of alcoholic who drinks nothing or only one then leave the party early so she can get really smashed at home alone).
This is so scary and it makes me so grateful to be sober.