Relapsed again, feeling broken
hello, i've been trying to stay stopped the last couple of years and managed 5 months sober, then 3, another 3 etc. I drank daily, a lot, before this and the consequences are endless. I'm really feeling utterly depressed today after relapsing again, drinking solidly for 24 hours and as a result hurt family, risking becoming homeless again and worse of all just losing hope.
i hear lots about rock bottoms, i can't handle going further down. did anybody else have multiple relapses before achieving long term sobriety? how did you get there? i always seem to have the strength early on but i seem to talk myself into despite knowing there will be consequences.
would love to hear from somebody, thank you