I don't know how any parent can truly ever stop worrying about their child, especially under such trying circumstances. Normally my advice would be to work towards true acceptance of your situation and turning over your AD to her Higher Power, but I feel that falls flat here. Instead I will just say do your best to take care of yourself and be gentle with yourself. Don't judge what you feel -- they're just feelings. You're entitled to your own and you can't help them anyway. Sending you strength and patience.