anybody else?
i can put on a good front to anybody/everybody in public. but really i'm dying inside mentally, emotionally. and i hate when i'm drunk my mind races & i will send emails to my sisters (i have 4 & we are way apart in years & relationships -way too much to explain) about how i feel - seriously sometimes i wake up & have anxiety attacks - nerves will make me puke - because of what i say...but it is my inner feelings - wtf?? i really don't get any response though....i guess i work my nerves up for nothing.