screwed up and lost sponsor had to get a new one didnt drink or use
I had to be honest with my sponsor and come clean with her I betrayed her trust and invaded her privacy by running a background check on her. I told her about it she was pissed at me and told me she doesn't want to be my sponsor no more. So we parted on bad terms. I asked this girl to be my temporary sponsor because she is always brutally honest with me and others and knows the big book so well and the steps. I need a tough ass for a sponsor. I feel like I am being disloyal but I need a sponsor otherwise I am going to drink.
I really screwed up this time and betrayed her trust I have known my past sponsor for a year and a little more so I should have trusted her more. I just ruined things and am devastated we will never be friends anymore.