Wow thank you. You just described me completely. I hope I can do this! I so don't want to be the person I am right now.
I have bruises about to appear on my legs from falling down drunk at the weekend. Disgusting. I hate myself. I started out looking really good on Saturday...pretty dress, make up, heels etc...but by the end of the night I was the girl who couldn't walk, flirting with everyone in sight!!
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