Was so close to giving in last night
Last night I had to pick my friend up at the train at around 11:00. I hadn't drank nor did I want to but I asked her about something and she didn't respond she just got out of the car. That bothered me because she can never confront anything or talk about certain subjects. Me being the impulsive person I am went and bought two 40oz of malt liquor. I went home and felt instant disgust with myself I dumped both of them out. There is no alcohol in the house I hate how impulsive I am I feel so weak. I've posted events like this on here before I come so close to giving in at times. I also hate how I almost drank because of somebody. This morning I woke up feeling guilty that I would even buy it and that I even consider drinking. I posted because every time I do I feel better.