Mex-m8 came over yesterday ,
we had pizzas on the sofa , garlic bread , baked beans , coleslaw .
Had a look at houses online, they're pretty expensive here in the UK … I'm feeling the want and need to be an adult in my own space again .
Living in one room has been useful for me to re-group , quit drinking , lick my wounds for a few years .
Seaside or country side is where it's going to be , room for a workshop for my 18 year old mercedes to get proper attention , room for my air-brush painting .
A big ask for the budget i have
but I'm sure the path will be made clear to me if i keep along it ..
I don't let fear or worry rule me anymore .
The right thing will happen at the right time .. acceptance of what is, as it is now, has been on of the most important tools in keeping this mad man drinker sane, not extrapolating into the future or fathoming the unknown reasons for yesterday .
Mmmm seems i have a nice cup of coffee in front of me now
so life is good ,
Have a peaceful sunday everyone , get up on your sober bike again if you toppled over , you got miles and miles of clear road ahead to get it right … it's a new day shall we make it a green tick ?
Good luck , m