Fell off the wagon last night :(
Had a work function that involved going to the pub and having "a few drinks" to see off a coworker. Fast-forward to 1am and I'm off in a bar, drunk, having neglected to let my wife know that I was safe. She's understandably furious.
I keep falling into the mindset that I can drink in moderation, and I keep getting myself into trouble as a result. You'd think that I'd learn, but apparently not.
I've recommitted to abstaining from alcohol but frankly saying that rings a bit hollow - I've done that before only to start drinking again "in moderation." Not sure how to quit and stay quit for good.
Back to day 1.