Glad you are here and sharing. Do not go to the store at 4:00 p.m., or anytime you feel the urge to drink. Do something else, read, SR, sleep, listen to music, (whatever) until the urge passes, don't take the first sip of alcohol, no matter what. Do what works best for yourself at this point in your life regarding your recovery. When you feel an urge, get on SR and read, share and so on. Make staying sober the first priority in your life. Take care