So does anybody want to tell me why I'm angry then?
I can't tell you why you're angry.
I can tell you why
I would be angry.
I was mostly relieved to be out of my marriage when I left AXH -- but I was also
furious that his first reaction was to get into rehab and tell God and everyone that he was committed to getting sober.
My thoughts went something like, "Really? Really? Are you f***ing kidding me? After years of me putting up with your sh*t, NOW you decide to get sober? When it's already too late? When our marriage is already dead, over, done with?"
That's how I felt. Anything sound familiar?
(Oh and PS: He was sober just long enough to determine that I wasn't coming back. Once he found that out, he went back to drinking.)