Originally Posted by
lillamy 
Good words. Keep working your program. Words may or may not be followed by action, but for today, things are good.
So true. So does anybody want to tell me why I'm angry then? I still feel like I'll be on a roller coaster or maybe I'm future tripping too much. Either way, I'm trying to stay in today but find my mind going to the future and it's killing me. I keep thinking that life would be so much easier if I weren't involved with an alcoholic in any way, shape, or form right now. Not sure there's sanity and serenity with alcoholics, but I know that's just my own misgivings. Some of my best friends in program came from the AA side and after 20 years in AA, their kids started using and they came to Al Anon lost and wondering 'now what?'.