I agree with Mountainmanbob, it sounds like a little boredom could be just the thing you need right about now. Of course said tongue in cheek Dan. It's hard to see it now because you haven't gone far enough from your last drink to see the difference. If you can hold on long enough you will look back at that line of thinking and be surprised. There really is enjoyable life without drinking you just need to get there. At some you won't remember why it ever even mattered to you. Now is it just that ball and chain you have been carrying around in your back pocket.