Originally Posted by
DancingDiva 
but when I'm drinking I feel really lonely and do stupid things about it. The only time I text or call an ex from ten years ago (really!) is when I'm drunk. Not a pretty sight.
Vicious cycles, although vicious, are easy, safe, predictable. It's breaking free of them that's hard.
Yup (nodding head like a bobble head)...
There was a time in my life where I would have killed for a breathalyzer on my phone that prevented me from making calls....
Quitting drinking never dawned on me at the time
