I think you're all right. I wasn't 100% sure and I thought that I was strong enough to have another sip to confirm it for myself. I didn't think it was going to cause me this mental warfare.
My sponsor and all of the women I've talked to have told me to let this go and see it as a learning experience. But I didn't listen to my intuition and because of that, I feel like I failed a test. AHHH
Thankfully one of the women in my homegroup reminded me the other day that I'm a good person and to be easier on myself - just when I needed to hear it.