LIZATOLA,
After much soul searching I realized where that awful feeling really came from.... I did not trust him and that was the bottom line, if I did, him not answering the phone wouldn't be an issue... Whether you don't trust, think he's unreliable, hate the deception I am unsure but for me my peace came when I realized it was all about a lack of trust.. and that's when I realized I probably wouldn't ever be able to stop that awful feeling because he was always lying to me.. sadly it drove me insane and our relationship ended as a result.