Originally Posted by
DURF 
I would rather be part of society than sitting back and watching my life fade away.
Welcome DURF. Sounds like perhaps you have found a new doctor that is going to be more helpful, meds are tricky to be certain.
Regarding your quote above, be aware that there are many disabled or otherwise physically restricted individuals who do live full lives and participate in society quite well despite their physical disabilities. It is a challenge to be certain, but life is full of challenges. SR is a great place to learn, it's my main support mechanism and I hope you can find what you need here.