hola!
Hi everyone! I'm Alley. I got real stinkin' drunk last night and went kind of psycho hose beast on my now ex boyfriend. I used to be a lot of fun as a drunk, but I now realize that I have completely lost control. Every time I drink, I do something dumb. I make a fool out of myself, make out with too many people, do coke, lose my phone, spend hundreds of dollars, break my ankle, talk too much, act like a complete bastard to those I love most, fall on my stupid face and end up in the ER...the list goes on. Also, I'm 31 so it's not super "cute".
I'm miserable and sad and thanks to my antics, now alone. I feel like such a jerk and I am going to start outpatient treatment tomorrow. I have no idea what's going on, I'm terrified. Sooooo....hi!