Babiga,
I'm new to these boards, so I know this is sort of a late reply to your post, but I wanted to let you know that I am a recovering Cocaine/Crystal Meth addict and I attend Narcotics Anonymous meetings on a regular basis and they've been very accepting of me. No one should look at you any different. The bottom line is that we're all drug addicts, no matter what the drug is. Good luck.
Robbie