I'm having a really hard time this morning. This is the day last week that I felt like this and ran and got alcohol and spent the whole day stressed and drunk at school. I couldn't eat dinner last night because I was freaking out about all the make up work I've been doing. I couldn't sleep last night because I was having nightmares about assignments that I don't actually have. I had to wake up early anyway to do an assignment anyway, so I've gotten no sleep. I've been dry heaving all morning and it feels like my heart is pounding. In a half hour I have to drive an hour + through rush hour traffic to get to school where I'll be for 12 hours before I see home again. And then I have an exam tomorrow that I'm totally unprepared for.
I'm not sure I can do this.