It was more upsetting being around him. I sobbed my heart out but I don't know if it was because I was with him as I find it hard to be with him and usually cry or for the death of my husbands uncle. Or it could have been because I knew after today I would be going no contact. He asked me if he could take me for lunch later on this week and although I really wanted to I knew I couldn't. He then said oh that's right you don't want to see me. I reminded him that I would see him when he was willing to talk and sort himself out!!