Originally Posted by
rockstonic 
thanks all. such a grump today. I totally get what everyone is saying about lacking self forgiveness, cause man I feel like I'm screwing up left and right. every little thing feels like a failure sometimes. but then sometimes it's okay. it feels very back and forth. today is an up and down kind of a day mostly cause there's so much to do. i'm beginning to wonder if taking summer classes was a bad idea and it's just too much. i guess i'll find out tomorrow. i like the idea of the virtual bbq though!
omg same! My girlfriend points it out too, the more and more I read here the feeling of failure isn't the truth and it's part of the learning experience kinda, but I totally don't feel that yet, a constant up and down as you describe, the one thing that is a bit of relief is knowing that I'm not the only one ya know? Almost if not everyone here is going thru that one way or another to some extent..,.i think...