I'm scared. FT, why did you have to scare me more, lol. I'm not scared of the withdrawals.. I don't think. I'm just scared of not being well again within my agenda. This withdrawal thing needs to happen according to my schedule, and at 9:00 am on Tuesday May 27th, time is up! Haha. I think it's funny to think of it that way, but it's kind of how it needs to be.
I know about "the kindling effect" and that is why my resolve is really strong to be done with this. But I can go exorcist-girl-pea-soup-spewing for 3 1/2 full days and nobody has to know. I can be climbing around on the ceiling in a nightgown (I'm a guy). And nobody has to know.
Because I will have the flu.
It's gonna be bad. I know. Pray for me.