Before I had a Spiritual Awakening, I thought about drinkin most of the time and had to think about not-drinkin all of the time.
It was a never ending struggle analogous to the Myth of Sisyphus.
After I had a Spiritual Awakening, I stopped thinking of drinkin, I stopped thinkin of not-drinkin and I stopped needing to choose between the two.
Not-drinkin has nothing to do with why I am sober today. I have RECOVERED the same attitude towards liquor as
I had as a child before I knew the benefits of alcohol.
