Takes time for for the alcoholic 'Just a little drink' thought to leave
It is weird - today is Day 12 and as I've mentioned before I have had long periods of sobriety. But the last year has been full on into drinking. The point of my post is - today I'm not working and last night when my husband told me he was staying away tonight (for work) I immediately thought 'Ooh I could drink tomorrow morning and the kids wouldn't know when they got home from school'. I told my husband about the thought.
I haven't drunk today and I've been pretty productive - gym, chores and cooking but that voice in my head has been there. I want it to go. I know from the past that it will but it is really annoying.