Originally Posted by tornrealization

Yeaaaa I saw the pattern too, I guess why I posted on SR. I didn't so much post last time and just bought the bottle.

Drove home and ate, going to bed in about an hour. I'm sure I'll be glad I did that tomorrow.

I'll probably see both therapists one more time and see what happens. Mrs. AA though - might not work. She wanted to hear I was going to find a higher power and said only way to get sober was to do so - "Fake it until you make it!"

Other lady wanted to explore the past - find the 'trauma' which I don't know I have one.

I liked her better so far.

I'll be busy with the gym and school too - but HALT is good. After I got home and ate, I felt ton better. HALT and SR. Bed early to rise early - a Friday victory that almost wasn't one!