I want to shake him into seeing, just see me, see how much I love you and STOP! Just listen to me and love me! Why won't you just do this one simple thing? Be empathetic, talk to me, be a partner to me, not a can of liquid, not our male neighbor! Stop hiding your drinking, just stop it. Please, I'm begging you, stop it.
what if you go to the mirror and say this to YOURSELF:
SEE me, just see ME, see how much i love you and just STOP it. listen to ME (i'm right here inside you) and LOVE me. Why won't you do this one simple thing for me? Be empathetic, listen to me, give me your attention, put ME first. Please I'm begging you.