I have had those same feelings,
and I and many others know
where you are coming from.
Taking a drink may temporarily
subdue those feelings but, those
same feelings will return when
you wake up. It will not solve
any problems.
It is hard road. When we are sober
and have a clear mind, we tend
revue our past life. Then the
guilt, embarrassment and shame
set in. Just think of alcohol as your
worst enemy. Don't take that drink,
don't give in. You CAN do it!