Day 7 bad day want to drink
I have been feeling a tremendous amount of sadness,shame,disgust,embarrassment for myself today. Nothing happened in particular I just was thinking about mistakes I've made and feeling like a **** up. I feel like I'm stuck in a rut I'm impulsive and I lack self control. I would love to drink to forget about everything for a few hours but I know I will hate myself tomorrow morning for it. I want to change so many things in my life so badly and sometimes I just don't feel I'm capable of that. Just needed to vent
Last edited by Dee74; 05-13-2014 at 08:19 PM.