talk with us, you are not alone. Lots of other pill poppers here with lots of experience. The best part? you only have to do this once. The fear is the worst, I swear once I get over the detox I always think "gosh that wasn't so bad but I don't want to do it again!" Do you have support? I think support is key as well in my opinion. I have done CT alone though, I survived. Hang in there, we are here from you. Remember you never have to be sick again like this if you just don't pick up.