It sucks that I identify so much with abuse stories. But it helps me tremendously to get stronger and healthy.
I didn't even realize the extent of the damage and PTSDishness until I left and got out of the FOG. I was told it was all ME for years. Now? I sleep peacefully at night now. I wake up happy. I feel thankful for my life and my blessings most of the time. I really like my life.