Originally Posted by
biminiblue 
It tarnishes everything and sets us up with irrational fear of everything and everyone.
((hug))
Bimini, exactly - irrational fear of everything and everyone.
And you are right that your life depends on sobriety. It really does.
Even with all this anxiety and panic, my life is till way much better than it was 19 months before.
Thank you for hug) My hugs back to you. Stay strong.