This is so hard. I'm going to let him contact me like you guys are saying. When he does I'm going to speak about different ways we can try helping him. He went to rehab and apparently it didn't do much for him. I just hope he straightens out and genuinely wants the help. He himself said he didn't want to drag me into this.
I'm mostly scared of how co dependent I have gotten. I don't speak to anyone, I'm always staring at my phone, I'm irritable, ugh.
Sucks. I feel 25 going on 50.