biminiblue
Sorry for your losses. Warm hug
I also have a list of things that happened in my life, all in a row.. and have been crying a lot too, but perhaps not enough, and not enough to others
Lost a child to late abortion, lost that girlfriend after living together, friend died of cancer, far too much lifestress and more
You (we) will rebuild SOMETHING
But without alcohol. Alcohol does'nt help build anything