Originally Posted by
NYCfitnessgirl 
The guilt should help me stay sober.
Guilt is a terrible recovery plan.
I've used guilt to launch many a vow to quit drugs and drink. The same voice that tells us we can handle one or two is that same voice that sooths away our guilt.
You want to stay sober? Learn how to live and love life sober. Then sobriety is a reward, rather than a punishment for something you've done drunk.