Thank you! It feels different this time. I think the times before I was quitting more for external reasons. This time I'm quitting for myself. I always had in the back of my mind that I'd probably drink again some day. I kept telling myself "just make it till tomorrow and then you can drink". Then I'd finally give in. This time I'm in it for the long run. I'm done. I don't need to drink ever again and I'm finally ok with that. The last several times I relapsed were such bummers. Drinking will never be the same for me again. I'm glad I'm finally out of that hell I was in.