Thanks for your good wishes.
I did take offense at your 'belittling' my attempt at recovery by finding out more about methaodne & suboxone. Unprovocted and untrue statements such as:
" Are you looking to get clean or just save a few bucks?"
and;
"...your instant relectance to even contemplate a change in anti-anxiety drugs really would make anyone serious about recovery question the sincerity of your desire to get clean."
are discouraging and unneccesary.
I understand there was a message of concern in there somewhere and for what it's worth, I do appreciate it.
Peace.