well there is suicide fantasies..then there is planning and getting close to it.
I have had times in the past in a horrible 2 year depression that was worse then anything i've experienced in my life. I was pretty close a couple times. planned it out..made arrangements. its crazy to think about. It was painfull just to get out of my bed.
No.. I think many people never think of suicide even in a fantasy..probably most people don't
things get better from depression...they did for me