I don't think everybodys thought of suicide, no - but I think a lot of people get overwhelmed at points in their lives and think about things they normally would not.
I know I have 20, 25 years ago - and I suspect that there will be quite a number of others here who have too.
The important thing is to take these thoughts seriously.
Don't brush them aside or hope they'll get better, and don't act on them.
To anyone reading who may feel like this: Reach out - find help. Noone needs to be alone in this.
I often post this link - there's some amazing reading in here and crisis line numbers etc.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ease-read.html
Things can and do get better. I'm proof of that
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