rant: what is her trip? what goes on in a mind like that? why can't she just leave you alone? for pete's sake! ACK!
Because she's Borderline.
Sounds simple, doesn't it? Well, it is. At least for me. If I allowed myself to ruminate about the hows and whys of what makes her tick, I'd go crackers, Anvil.
BUT...if I were to take a guess, it probably burns her on some level that I've separated myself from her to this extent. Think about it. I didn't beg her to come back. I didn't whine about how could she do this to me. I simply took that punch on the chin, got knocked down, got back up, and simply walked away from the madness. It really was that simple. And it must bruise her ego that I didn't want her back.
I'd rather play with a rattlesnake in a 4'x4'x4' room than set my eyes on that crackpot again.
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