Gettingbetter64 ,welcome to SR! I found on each time I decided to stop drinking over the years , the first 20-30 days were the toughest. But if you set your mind to it , the rewards are the greatest as the days get there one day after the other, your body and mind heal and you see wonderous things that have escaped you while you were using! Keep up the good work I promise it is definitly worth it! Stay Strong and Well ! Bobby