Welcome to the Forum Bennevisgal!!
I definitely relate to how your addiction has progressed, slowly as alcohol starts to take more and more of our time, other things in life loose priority until eventually all we can think about is where our next drink is coming from. I like you progressed from a few days drinking at the weekend to drinking nearly every night, so i know the feeling of feeling like everything is a mess.
I guess the main thing is to realise you CAN turn things around, your 21 yrs old with many years ahead of you, by making the change now you can save yourself a lot of heartache in the future, you've already realised that alcohol is a problem in your life and that is a good thing, because now you can do something about it and make the necessary changes!!
You'll find loads of support and advice here!! Great to have you onboard!!
