Wow, powerful thread. Thank you getting.better and all who posted replies. You have helped me tremendously, as well as multitudes who are lurking in the shadows. One thing I have learned, is we all share a common goal, however there are many roads to that destination, we can relate to each other's journey. I am on year seven, without a single birthday. Sobriety and the spiritual conversion of perspective comes to all who seek it in earnest. Sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly. Don't quit before the magic happens.