There is no posting condition of being sober.
I'm sorry you feel really down about yourself, but you really should not. Like the above post says, it's the addiction that want you to think you are not good enough.
I posted on SR last weekend completely discouraged and hammered/hangover. No one judged me as we don’t judge you.
I’m back on track thanks to the good folks on SR, I now have packed 3 days under my belt! Not much for my addictive voice because IT wants me to drink at all costs.
But IT is not the one that suffered through the withdrawal, so tell your AV to go away back in its box and join us.
2 days is a hell of a start I say!