I know I need to stop this before it gets out of hand, I think my problem is me, I am just too nice a person and I need to get some starch in my backbone again and stop talking to him. My life had been so calm, and I am just not used to someone messing it up and that's what he'll do and I'll be back where I started, which I sure dont want.
Thanks for all of the comments, I know you guys are right, I just need that reinforcement speech from you! I'm going to stick around here to get my momentum back up!