How am I going to do this.
I am 32 a mom of a six year old boy and married two years. I am most definitely an alcoholic and I just am TIRED of it. I dont even look in the mirror because of the shame. The anxiety is killing me and its just day one. My husband also suffers and I know he wants to stop too, we talk about it quite often. But I feel I just got to do this whether he can or not. I went to treatment 3 yrs ago and it did nothing for me, I didnt get a lot out of meetings and feel hopeless quite a lot. The very bad experience unfortunately with treatment didnt help either. It was the lowest of the low center basically. but I also wasnt ready as well. I just want some support and inspiration with doing this. Thanks