So just arrived at the mother-in-laws for big family Easter and birthday celebrations and am kind of freaking out. I've put on a lot of weight lately and don't have anything to wear that's really appropriate, which will be an issue with the older family, especially my husband's mother as it's her 75th. Choice: wear something I feel ok in but disappoint mother-in-law or wear something 'appropriate' and feel uncomfortable the whole day. The thought of trying to get through this without drinking when there's so much alcohol around is doing my head in at this point. Keep blaming myself for 'letting myself go' and getting so fat and feel they'll all be looking at me in disappointment. How did I get to feeling so low about myself? Ai ai ai...